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Thanks for this thoughtful piece. It was unexpectedly encouraging to me on a hard morning in baby jail but also put into words the distressing emotions I've been feeling regarding my own life choices and state in life.

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Feb 20Edited

Predictably. Trenchantly. Beautiful. I want to lay claim to gently urging Alex to write this piece. When she shared with us the emotional slog she's enduring as a bit of an apology for being off our radar, I of course expressed my concern. Alex is one of my very few favorites and as the trial lawyer son of a Latin teacher...I'm hard to please. She caught my concern. When she contextulized it as "mere" Mommy stress and was grasping for an issue to write on, I urged Alex to tell us - knowing full well it would be, well, predictably, trenchantly beautiful.

And so, predictably, here I sit, a crusty and childless trial lawyer with tears in his eyes. A real story told with vulnerability and insight. As Alex foretold, I did indeed feel my caution rise as she spent a painful amount of ink on the impositions, regrets over privations of lattes and langor. And then I realized both are little boys.... I began fussing against still worse angels. I began to ask myself how does this differ from managing calls from twenty-five clients in crisis, from marshalling the quiet time draft a motion to suppress versus the wham to back down a dishonest prosecutor? Is this going to be the time I object to Alex' take - and I asked for it?

Then I reached, "But here's the thing about Baby Jail I failed to understand,...". And as I've come to expect from this thinker, this piece bared both compelling vulnerability and novel insight into circumstances we read so much about today. As Alex' piece turns to the marvel of this moment in motherhood, she manages to tell it in a way that all of us recognize ourselves in it, fighting to salvage that "hologram of our former selves" all while peering cautiously into the possibility that self may, in fact, have been less than the whole story, after all.

Toddler as Schumpeter! Creative destruction, indeed...! Thank you, Dear Alex, for this bit of true humanity shared.

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